Is God disappointed in me?
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I went to church last Sunday, to worship and do the Godly duties that I am privileged to do, and my lover hit me up on WhatsApp, to inform me yet again that something bad has hit the Church.
But among you there must not be even a hint of sexual immorality, or of any kind of impurity, or of greed, because these are improper for God's holy people. - Ephesians 5:3I was disappointed, why? The people involved are highly placed in my thoughts, as angels perhaps. I expected too much from my fellow humans, though my sins may not be in the open, but I also engage in sin [countless], then how on earth do I expect a fellow man like me to be perfect, to have a perfect; all clean story.
On God communicating with me, I had some breakdown this week, and I slide back to those things I had promised God and myself not to engage in again, and few hours into my sleep, God is telling me things to happen, but just as I feel about other people, I wonder if God is disappointed in me?